And my heart's still beating like a hammer....


Metric - Help I'm Alive

check it out.


Hopefully I'm getting a promotion soon....which I can use on an application for a job I don't hate maybe?





Gonna go see the new puppy!!!!

So I'm finally 20 Still not old enough to go into a bar tho

Then I'd finally have a place to go with friends.....

eh. who needs 'em?




I have a headache

last night was probably one of the most amazing nights of my life. Coheed and Cambria and Slipknot. Greatness

Are you single?
- nooooooooo.





What's the greatest thing that happened to you today?
- considering i just woke up, nothing yet.




What’s currently bothering you?
- right now absolutely nothing.




What do you currently hear?
- elton john.




When was the last time you had your hair cut?
- months ago.





When were you last outside?
- last night.





Are you wearing shorts?
- no, that's not proper work attire.





Does the thought of marriage scare you?
- not at all.





Who was the last person in your bedroom?
- kevin's mom prolly.





What are you doing today?
- working and then relaxing hopefully.





Does your head hurt?
- no.





Look to your left, what is there?
- window.




What time did you go to sleep last night?
- originally around one thirty, twoish.





When is your birthday?
- march 27th.





Has anyone ever broken your heart?
- wouldn't really call it that since i got over it.





Were you happy when you woke up today?
- fairly, wish i coulda slept longer though.





Do you hate the last person you talked to last night?
- hell no, i love him.





Does the last person you shared a bed with mean a lot to you?
- fuck yeah.





What would you do with 5 million dollars?
- heh. house, car, school, puppy, kitty.



Have you ever crawled through a window?
-yes.
-_-




What do you spend most of your money on?
- food and clothes and stuff for kevin's room.





Is there a secret you've never told your parents?
- of course.





How's your heart lately?
- healthy i hope.





Would you ever donate blood?
- mebbe but it's really scary.
><;




Has anyone ever mistaken you for a family member?
- yes......... =/



Will you talk to the person you like today?
- already did and will again before i leave for work.





Do you have reason to smile right now?
- yes, music and kevin.




Why is the song you picked for your Myspace song up?
-there's ten of 'em. ask me later.





What do you do when you're stressed out?
-music and yelling.





Would you honestly say you'd risk your life for someone else?
- yes.





Are you looking forward to anything?
- getting off work.




Do you open up to people easily?
-fuck no.





Has anyone upset you in the last week?
- Yes.





Do you think you would be a good parent?
- yes.





What is the last pill you swallowed?
- mononessa.





What was the first thing you thought this morning?
- ugh.




What are you listening to NOW?
- the blow.




Do you hate anyone?
- not really.





What do you want right now?
- hehehe.

hello again.

the computer died, not me. sorry about that, those of you that still care.

i have prioritized my feelings. and when i think of her i feel strangely empty now. its kinda sad but, well, whaddya expect?

it's very cold and i can hear the rain on the roof. and i'm going to bed soon. but i've felt like writing a little tonight so i thought i'd update this.

i think it's time to see about getting my next tattoo


yay.