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The Futility of Words by willuholdme, literature

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The Futility of Words

My words mean nothing I could never tell you What you did to me Or how far the damage has spread I can’t explain to you How I still love you But I no longer care about you How you still mean so much to me But I’ve given up on ever meaning anything to you I’m not who you think I am The glimpses I’ve given you of the true me Pale in comparison to the reality in its entirety I’m not what you think I am You have no idea the gravity of my mistakes The hopelessness I’ve felt How close I’ve been to losing it all So many times But there are no words to tell you this Since the last thing I want is

Don't Try to Understand by willuholdme, literature

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Don't Try to Understand

I learned at a very young age I have to hide to survive I’ve become so good at it It almost scares me It takes not thinking about anything When you’re around someone who could see The tears of regret That come from so many mistakes I got tired of being perfect A long time ago Thought it might be easier Doing everything I knew was wrong My mistake was thinking that after that I could do the right things again I am a liar To save myself To keep you happy Because no one can handle my truth If you want me to I’ll start thinking again Do what I used to and keep repeating my mistakes in my head If you want to know

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One last roll of the dice. by Uesugi, literature

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One last roll of the dice.

"Go on! It's your turn to roll anyway!" They say, jokingly. "You know the rules." They pass you the dice, ten smooth black sides, with white engraved spiralling numbers. You know the rules. You roll the dice. It comes out as a 6... another 6... and a 9. You feel foolish worrying about that moment. Alright...second roll. You roll again, relaxed this time, revelling in the spiralled numbers dancing across the dimly lit table. 6...6...9, in that order, tumble across the table in a line. Your co-players are staring at the dice. "At least there's a nine," one of them mentions with a nervous laugh. You realise you're sweating heavily, and nerv

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The Doll by willuholdme, literature

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The Doll

The doll was crying again… Every night around this time, Skye awoke to soft sobs. Though she had never left her bed, she knew exactly what the poor thing looked like in the darkness of that far corner of the room. From the corner where it had been thrown, dust tears trail down a painted face, a face that was still beautiful, despite the crack dividing it in two. You could still tell what she once looked like. A soft pink dress covered a tiny, cloth body. Porcelain hands, feet and face were carefully painted so that the features were brought to life. However, dirt and dust had collected on her over time. Now, colors that were once br

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Deviant for 19 years
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Current Residence: Kevin's house
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Anne Rice, Donna Jo Napoli, Stephen King....

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willuholdme

Dec 31, 2013

Finally I have some free time....

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"This means that willuholdme gave 101 comments for every 10 received." I was looking at my stats......I used to be on here for hours back in the day......I kind of miss some of those days, although I'm happy with the way things are now for the most part.  This year maybe I'll finally start uploading some of my writing that I never typed up....I have pages of random little things to go through before I get there, though...... I hope whoever is reading this has a great New Year and hopefully I'll post again soon :) :blowkiss:

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willuholdme

Jan 1, 2012

So!

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I'm hoping some of you guys are still here and still care.....I'm going to try to come back. Not that I'm making any promises, as I'm still working full time and going to school part time. But I'm going to try to make more time for my writing, and then post it here....as well as upload some of my older stuff....... So let me know you're still alive! :blowkiss: