Metric - Help I'm Alive
check it out.
Hopefully I'm getting a promotion soon....which I can use on an application for a job I don't hate maybe?
Gonna go see the new puppy!!!!


The Futility of WordsMy words mean nothing I could never tell you What you did to me Or how far the damage has spread I cant explain to you How I still love you But I no longer care about you How you still mean so much to me But Ive given up on ever meaning anything to you Im not who you think I am The glimpses Ive given you of the true me Pale in comparison to the reality in its entirety Im not what you think I am You have no idea the gravity of my mistakes The hopelessness Ive felt How close Ive been to losing it all So manyThe Futility of Words
Oh Baby

Don't Try to UnderstandI learned at a very young age I have to hide to survive Ive become so good at it It almost scares me It takes not thinking about anything When youre around someone who could see The tears of regret That come from so many mistakes I got tired of being perfect A long time ago Thought it might be easier Doing everything I knew was wrong My mistake was thinking that after that I could do the right things again I am a liar To save myself To keep you happy Because no one can handle my truth If you want me to Ill start thinkiDon't Try to Understand


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Time is a lonely bastard child. I know how it feels.
I explore the spaces inside, moist hollows where the angels once worked their mischief. Strange what you can grow accustomed to. I probe the old scar tissue: smooth, numb in places. I imagine I can feel their shades, tactile afterimages: a zombie reflex, a longing for a longing. It pulls at the center of my chest.
I miss the certainty of need.
I examine new possibilities, take steps, show interest, craft a proposition, cut a book deal. I have always been h
by ~ElfOfTheNight
by ~nadja-mariina
~M
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You are the circus, I am the freak. [link]
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I'm happier than I look.
~Michael
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You are the circus, I am the freak. [link]
I LOVE Lifeblood ^)_^
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I'm happier than I look.
~M
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You are the circus, I am the freak. [link]
why?
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I'm happier than I look.
~M
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You are the circus, I am the freak. [link]
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Sometimes I speak
And sometimes I stare.
Sometimes I'm round
And sometimes I'm square.
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I'm happier than I look.
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